Tuesday 19 June 2012

MY BIG BANYAN TREE....


                     Thought for a while what  title would be apt for dis topic....many titles popped up...but der was always an incompleteness...a pinch of salt missing sumwhere,then it suddenly striked me tat, dis might be an apt one, as in our society banyan trees are considered as a source of shade...protection...etc...so here i write abt mine....
                   dis is for de one....who held my hand firm when de tide was low...loved me dearly when der was every  other reason for not doing so...gave me hope whn i felt der wasnt much left...for de trust u had in me whn de world labelled me "worthless"....for silently whispering into my ear tat things will get better, whn it was at its worst...for tat belief u still have deep inside tat i will make my mark in dis world one day...
                    i still wonder ,wht is it that  makes u think all tat... or even if i am worth all tat ....always wondered wht u saw in me..,but whn i look at u....i see in abundance de reservoir of  hope,strenght,love....everythng i need...they have dis unbound trust in me.
                        I dont know how i can ever thank u for all wht u r for me...but i definitely want u to know tat u r de sole reason for my every existence ....if it wasnt for the strenght u have given me ,whn i was weak... to fight my battles... i would have given up a long tym ago....i think u r one of de most valuable gift god has given me....i see gods grace ,every tym i look at u...thank u for understanding me whn things were really difficult to do so,hiding all dat pain,so tat i wont be disheartened by my failures,for standing wit me ...helping me thru de hard tyms...never leaving me alone in dis battle wit ma lyf...being my constant source of support and strenght...helping me be who i am today..teaching me how small gestures can have a big impact  on peoples lives...
                           i am really thankful to god for placing u in my lyf ... one of de biggest blessing one can have...thank u for giving me dis wonderful lyf....and for being der showing me how to live it...my dearest DAD.....my BIG BANYAN TREE indeed.....