Monday 31 October 2011

BAARISH,its raining...


Rain, one of de few things in life that always brings with it, a new expeirence to de soul... no matter the endless number of times  u hv njoyed it...i always thought its bcoz deep down i was a bit romantic at heart...but soon i found its rather bcoz i am deeply in love with the vast sky above or rather the universe and rain is one of those beautiful moments that creates a magic connection btwn us...
                                      i always feel connected to the outer vast world above me whn i am in rain...i feel passion,bliss,content,and most importantly complete...which i usually fail to experience in my crazy world,where i feel more locked up, bonded by golden chains..its is like a medication that soothens my soul ,heals my wound and makes me feel alive.....
                                  i feel like all my trifle pain washed away along with it...i feel ecstasy...i dont know wht i find in the wide vast sky spread beautifully above ...but for me it is one of gods most beautiful or rather creative creations,which many a times is left unnoticed..i feel it unfolds itself full of care, compassion,and much more...my hope to move forward and find my dream...my destiny and to live it...
                                i feel myself.... no faking,no white lies or smiling to please anybody...i can be honest no guilt consiousness, just happiness all around...i wish living my life was so easy as being in rain...

Friday 1 July 2011

ROMS...MY SILENT WISH....


MY SILENT WISH...
only if my eyes could speak 4me,
 i wished ,
only if my eyes could speak 4 me i wished my dear,
so tat they could convey to u
what de sound of my words cant express...
its bcoz even if i could use all those sounds..
even if i use all those words....that wont be enough
to shade the colour of my grief...
but here i stand before u
wit my eyes laid upon urs hoping
hoping badly my dear...
u would understand my dilemma..
my pain...but
but there u r looking into
de windows of my soul only ...
only to see tat its wide open..
and i staring back at ur joyful eyes
not wanting 2 correct u ....
bcoz i hv lost my strength...
strength 2 play the song..
song of my bleeding soul once more
bcoz my song is worn out
and even its music left my soul
when i wanted it the most to..
to help me pour my remorse thru
tat open window
i don't blame u my dear..
as its difficult 2 understand..
at times..
what eyes r trying 2 convey.
so there i am letting u go...
joyfully,but remorse at heart
so that u could continue ur journey...
silently wishing if dis grief was just...
just another nightmare...which finally bids adieu 2 my tears...
adieu to my dreams as i wake at sunshine.........