Friday 19 October 2012

Hy.po.phre.nia....


 i came across dis word few weeks back, while aimlessly scrolling thru my facebook page...to be honest,more than de word, de meaning given for it drew my attention..."A vague feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause"....now i have to confess tat, i did do a little background research on it...mainly googling and looking into sum medical dictionaries....to cross check, just in case...and surprisingly tat turned out to be really hectic bcoz as u click on de links given, many pages stated tat  "the hypophrenia word section is under continuous updating process so the texts may change in the future or Hypophrenia status is currently set to - open for additions."
                             so after spending endless tym searching, finally its meaning turned out to be a little different...many leading medical dictionaries terms it as a psychiatric terminology to indicate mental retardation or mental deficiency....but den i came across de word Lypophrenia...now tat was described as a  psychological symptom of a vague feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause...."psychological" tat sounded much better so i decided to go wit ly.po.pher.nia....coincidently,while i was searching for hypophrenia  i found dis conversation given...
## - you seem kind of depressed today , what's wrong ?
$$ - nothing i guess, i'm not even sure to be honest...
                                    sounded familar??? i believe many of us have atleast once been a part of dis conversation....knowingly or unknowingly...and  most of de tym dis is de answer we usually give....i hv always felt deep inside we know de answers or maybe solutions  to all our problems...its just tat either we are not bothered or willing to listen to it, or we put our mind into such a state tat we fail to decipher it....but "A vague feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause"..dis statement is different,maybe much worse.....here we even fail to identify wht de pblm is....
                                   if i say....its a kindof gnawing pain tat flickers deep inside,and believe me however hard u try to relieve de pain it still lingers inside...it just stays der making u feel down and miserable...and  later after a certain period, it begins to manifest so well tat ppl start noticing de difference and  den comes along de usual question" whts wrong"??..and all u can answer is a plain, simple  "nothing"...and whtever u do or rather try,to tak ur mind off it, still it comes back as a boomerang...until u find de reason...and snap of it...its easy to write ,but really difficult to follow...bcoz ur mind gets so fogged tat it becomes nearly impossible to figure it out...still sooner or later de fog begins to clear off and  de reason will be known and suddenly de pain subsides...evythng slowly  reverts back to normal....but surviving "tat phase" is de tricky part..all i gotta say is, just as sun goes down every evening and darkness arrives, giving us a chance to experience and njoy de brilliance of millions of stars and de moon...just consider "tat phase" or rather tat state of mind as de darkness which will help u appreciate de brighter side of lyf....so its upto us to search for de stars and moon..rather than blame de darkness.....find de strength from deep inside....bring out de positive side in u....never consider "giving up" as a choice...its gonna be difficult,but whts de fun in living an infallible life....so give it a  try... it will be totally worth it.....